anywayy... in these four months I rented 143 album titles, movies not inclusive. thats 143 hard work of artists making a living (yes, i counted them all). if we were to break it down to simple mathematics - each album costs $19.90 (standard hmv price) and 143 would have cost $2845.70. hereby, i say, im truly ashamed of myself. i feel like the kid who loves to collect stamps but doesnt get any mail. so she steals her neighbour's letters...or smthg like that.

in these four months, i started a new job. just got confirmed yesterday. wont say much about that, except that these 2 weeks i've been going for interviews. its sickening that as adults, we are expected to hold a certain 'position'/ 'job title' at a certain part of our lives and this age (26-32), we are supposed to be at the prime of our youths where we put the foot on that golden step of the career ladder. anything less than that,and society looks down on you simply as an underachiever. it suckks. it reminds me of the better life up wayy north, during the trip to iceland, where the norm is to stare at the mountains, look at animals and chat with your neighbours all day and no one will judge you cos thats life. work any harder and that just makes you an extra terrestial.sometimes, im quite convinced I/we were born into the wrong place at the wrong time.

im rambling like a ten tonne truck gone off the tracks. 2010 is tinkering closer and i pray it will be a much smoother journey.